3. Aug, 2015

Monopoly

It is only just a game…….
It is only just a game……..

IT IS ONLY JUST A GAME!

You know you have hit rock bottom when Clancy and Tambo are looking at you like you are crazy. Trust me I had no idea that it had got to this point. I actually thought I had this impeccable poker face that no one could unravel. However the curtains have fallen! The shades that once covered my shame and fame have now been eradicated. My smile that was once an eye saw for all to see has now began to crumble. I can no longer hide behind the lies. I can no longer play the melancholy tune and dance to the beat. My feet have given up with the tides. My words have now lost their art of deception. I can no longer keep up with the charade. I must speak up! Get up! And say my story! I have lived in the darkness of insanity for too long! I have constantly bore the pain and humiliation of my past on my shoulder. I have to tell her story or wait do I mean my story?

It is only just a game…….
It is only just a game……..

IT IS ONLY JUST A GAME!

That is thing about life sometimes. It is so confusing! I wish we were given a manual for everything! Wouldn’t that make life so much easier? Our world today has become more and more complex. With the creation of new technologies and highly advanced computing software’s, life has become too hard to catch up with. My mind can no longer tell reality from my imagination!

It is only just a game…….
It is only just a game……..

IT IS ONLY JUST A GAME!

I do not know why I get like this sometimes. A game played within family turning into a battlefield. I cannot explain the rage that comes upon me. It is like in a split second something so strong and powerful takes over me. The demons that I run away from now eradicate my mind, soul, and body; once the game begins. I can feel the adrenaline rush between my thighs. I can taste the anguish languish on my tongue. I can feel the sweat drip down my cheeks.

I try to lock her in the cupboard but she knows what time it is. She knows when the board is set out. She can hear the rolls of the dice. In her hands lie death and chance. I cannot withhold her. She comes out of her cage each time the games begin. How do I put an end to her? How do I stop her from completely ruining my entity and my destiny?

Her mere breath is tarnish to a soul! I need to keep her away! I need to stop her!


It is only just a game…….
It is only just a game……..

IT IS ONLY JUST A GAME!

How many times must I say it before you hear it!

Breathe Baby!
Breathe!

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Jasmine N Cannon-Ikurusi Aka MzRTWV