25. Nov, 2012

Speechless

Deaths, Hell, Crime
Delusional ism
Feminism
Terrorism
Maltreatment
Harassment
Molestation
Corruption
Exploitation
Violation,
Oppression,
Depression
Persecution
Prostitution
Perversion
War,
Hatred,
Wickedness,
Rape!!!

How do I forgive all those that caused me agony?
How can I remit those that took my heart and throttled the life out of it?
They took my innocence and exchanged it for their selfish pleasures!
What did I do to procure theses torments?
Did I not serve you with my whole humanity and soul!
Night after night they abused me!
Day after day, they cursed me!
I cried out to the heavens for help but no one saved me!
Why must you allow your children to suffer for doing no crime!
I wept!
I toiled in the forsaken streets!
I knocked on the doors for help but no one answered!
I was only a child!

Do you know what!
I can never forgive them!
They took my all!
They abducted my breath!
I am now a disease and disgrace that ponders the earth!
Unfit to be seen by the naked eye!
My life was in their hands!
No point in living!
I was now an unlovable being with no purpose!
I thought my life would end until....

He showed up!
Just at the time that I thought I was going to die!
He comforted me!
He showed me agape love
He cleaned the blood from my pale skin
He picked me up and turned my life around
He loved a wretch like me
He became my friend and lover

I may never know why I went through all the,
Ache,
Anguish,
Abuse,
Torment,
Tortue,
Suffering,
But I know that there is a mighty deity who can eliminate all the pain and touch the broken hearted!
His love would last forever!

Jasmine Cannon-Ikurusi